bukan apa2..

today, i will go again..

i hope something can be change..

nothing special i come back..

but, i never regret it..

just do the best..

i love my life..

krik

sumpah, garing bgt gw dateng ke serang..

mendingan ga ush pulang aja x..

ga seru, gtu doank..

beteee..

bosannnn..

biarin aja lah..

sabodo teuing..

bahagia

aku baik2 saja, huahahahaha

melupakan smua'y..

menyenangkan sekali..

ga akan pernah mengingat'y lgi..

ga akan marah lgi..

membiarkan smua'y berlalu..

bagai angin yg pergi bgtu saja..

legaaaaaa..

hidup dlam khayalan sangat tidak enak..

hiduplah dalam kenyataan yg ada..

jgn pernah menangis lgi..

senyumlah pada smua..

akan membuat hati menjadi BAHAGIA..

LIFE MUST GO ON
:D

hahahahahaaha :)

kangen alazhar

wahhhhhhh
tiba2 pngen buka buku kenangan alazh..

paz liatt, kangen banget ma anak2 alazh..

pngen ngerasain kya gtu lgi..

pngen balik k suasana alazh lgi..

kangen anak2 9c..

kpan kumpul lgi c?

pngen seneng2 ma kalian lgi..

hahahaha

i wish i could met them again :D

KARMA

Sekian lama kita bersama
Ternyata kau juga, sama saja
Kau kira kupercaya semua
S'gala tipu daya, oh percuma

Kau buat sempurna, awalnya
Berakhir bencana

Selamat tinggal sayang

Bila umurku panjang,
kelak ku kan datang 'tuk buktikan,
satu balas 'kan kau jelang

Jangan menangis sayang
Kuingin kau rasakan,
pahitnya terbuang sia-sia,
memang kau pantas dapatkan

Akhirnya, usai sudah semua
Kudapat tertawa, bahagia

S'lalu tampak indah, awalnya
Berakhir bencana

Selamat tinggal sayang
Bila umurku panjang,
kelak ku kan datang 'tuk buktikan,
satu balas 'kan kau jelang

Jangan menangis sayang
Kuingin kau rasakan,
pahitnya terbuang sia-sia,
memang kau pantas dapatkan

Kau buat sempurna, awalnya
Berakhir bencana

Selamat tinggal sayang
Bila umurku panjang,
kelak ku kan datang 'tuk buktikan,
satu balas 'kan kau jelas

Jangan menangis sayang
Kuingin kau rasakan,
pahitnya terbuang sia-sia,
memang kau pantas dapatkan

hmm??

ya ampun, kalo bener gw pindah, gmn yah??

pasti kangen deh ma anak2 sbi2..

kngen ma yg lain jga..

wahhhh, ga kebayang deh..

tpi gpp, harus optimis deh..

harus semangat..

temen2 doain astri yah..

biar astri bisa mencapai cita2 astri..

miss u guys.. :)

you belong with me by taylor swift

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

it's over now

I know that you very nice
never ever tell me lies
you always there to comfort me
and cheer me up when i am down

however that is it
you've got your world
and i got mine
and after all that we've been through
when i say

sorry honey, my heart is not for you
sorry baby, this love is not for you
sorry honey, my heart is not for you
sorry baby, this love is not for you

it's over now

bdg

yippie,

akhirnya ke bandung jga..

udh lama ga ke bandung..
hahahaha

tpiiiii, knp cas-an hp gw ga d bwa??
huaaaaaaaaaaa, sebel deh..

tpi untung aja, dsni bsa dpt hotspot..
hahahaha

aminn

sakitttt..

bodohnya diriku ini y allah..
knp c harus gni lgi??
cape amt x, klo gni terus..

y allah, aku mohon jgn ingatkan aku akn hal yg tdk menyenangkan..

knp harus aku yg menjalani ini?

tpi aku harus yakin,
smua cobaan pasti ada akhirnya..

astri cma pngen nemuin yg terbaik bwt astri..
AMINNNNNN

mengapa selalu aku yang mengalah
tak pernah kah kau berpikir
sedikit tentang hatiku

mengapa ku yang harus selalu mengalah
pantaskah hatiku
masih bisa bersamamu

DON'T LOVE U NO MORE

Rain outside my window pouring down

What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down

Now it's, too late, to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

You made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

laugh..

when one door of happiness closed,
but another door opens..

sometimes, we just look so long
at the closed door that
we do not see anything else.

why we don't see another door which
has been opened for us?

maybe in another door,
we can find a happiness things that make we laugh..

jujur..

kalo harus jujur dngan prasaan gw skrg, apa yg gw rasain yah?


hmmm..
apakah gw msih mengharapkan dia? ~ ga tw, dikit, tpi ga mw..

apakah gw msih syg ma dia? ~ umm, mungkin masih tpi dikitttttt..

apakah gw mengharapkan dia slalu sms? ~ ga jga c, sbnr'y mh mw yg lain, tpi ga ada.. hehe

apakah gw cmburu klo liat dia ma cwe itu (d fb)? ~sedikittttt..

apakah gw mengharapkan dia msih perhatian ma gw? ~ mungkin..

apakah gw malu klo ktemu dia? ~ iahhh..

apakah gw bisa jujur ma dia? ~ ga bisaaa, terlalu malu..

apakah gw skit hati ma dia? ~ pastinya, tpi ga pngen di pikirin..

apakah gw msih inget kenangan ma dia? ~ msih, kdng kalo gw diem aja, pikiran gw nginget kenangan itu.. huhu

apakah gw nangis kalo inget kenangan ma dia? ~ gaaa, gw malah pngen menghapus smua itu..

udh ah, segitu dlu jujurnya.. hehehe


i wish he couldnt read it.. :D

hard to say i'm sorry - chicago

Everybody needs a little time away
I heard her say, from each other.
Even lovers need a holiday
far away from each other
Hold me now
its hard for me to say I’m sorry
I just want you to stay.

After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to
And after all thats been said and done,
You're just the part of me I cant let go.

Couldn't stand to be kept away
just for the day from your body
Wouldn't wanna be swept away
far away from the one that I love.
Hold me now. its hard for me to say I’m sorry
I just want you to know.
Hold me now. I really want to tell you I’m sorry
I could never let you go.

After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all thats been said and done,
You're just the part of me I cant let go.

After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you. I promise to.

You're gonna be the lucky one