nina - someday

sekali ngedengerin, langsung suka ma ni lagu.

LIKE THIS SONG

Someday, you'll gonna realize
One day, you'll see this through my eyes
But then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared

I know you don't really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on earth
Well, I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long, won't take long

CHORUS
'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But now, I know you can tell
I'm down and I'm not doin' well
But one day, these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry sweet goodbye

CHORUS
'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place, Ooh
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, I know someone's gonna be there

Someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

Ahh yeah yeah

SABAR (again)

tadi sekali lagi aku mengucapkan kata SABAR.

kenapa?
merasa tidak ada di antara mereka.
ya udah. jgn dipaksain.
biarkan ini berlalu.
mungkin emank ini jalannya.
search for a true friend.

sabarrr

SABAR, mungkin 1 kata itu yang gw butuhin sekarang :)
mau gmn pun, GA PENTING.
mau kya gmn jga, GA PEDULI.
PERCUMA, ga akan ada yg peduli.
nangis cuma bikin tambah sakit.
kalo ga suka ya bilang aja.
jgn baik d depan tpi ngmngin d blkang.
biasa aja, gw ga bakal marah kali.
TEGAR, SABAR dan TABAH.
kata2 itu yg gw butuhin.

DON'T GIVE UP.
SOMETHING CAN CHANGE IF WE TRY TO CHANGE.

dimulai dari hal yg kecil dan baikk.
:))

haiiii

haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

udah lama ga nulis blog lagi. hehehe

mau curhat nih:
nyebelin banget c tu guru kimia, mau seenaknya aja. grrrr
masuk kelas telat padahal mau ulangan, mana telatnya lebih dari 20 menit pula.
ehhh, kekeuh maksain buat ulangan. tapi jam istirahat harus dipake.
anjirrr lah, enak aja. kelas lain yg enak kelas kita rugi. males banget.
mana pake marah2 lagi, bilang ga ikhlas segala. zzzz
ehhhh, akhirnya ulangan itu ga jadi, di ganti hari kamis.
malesin, tpi katanya ga boleh ada nilai yang dibawah KKM.
huaaaa. NYEBELIN ABIZZZZZZZ.

XI - J

XI-J ada :

astri, camil, amrini, melo, astari, ayu,

chacha, sharlita, gina, agi, baron, irfan,

cahyani, gandring, zegha, alin, hizrian, ega,

puput, rara, nyunyu, suci, sam, gery,

shahdan, deniel, egis, nina, nadia, wika,

sabila, bileh, ulfah, januar, hari, fauzan,

bey, nisa, ifada, dewi, hesty, ciria,

rabbi, fido, kayeuh, nurcah, harkiyo.

uts

Ihhh, remed kwn, tik.
Ga tw lagi. Hufh

akhir dari UTS adalah awal dari REMEDIAL.

Hahahahah

hari yg menyenangkan

arghhhhhh,
seneng bgtttt

ketemu fb'y may, may itu murid d phoenix..

tadi siang seruuuu, gokilll

trus,, ...... ngebales...
hahahhaha

first day UTS

hari pertama UTS menyebalkannnnn! >.<
kwn ada yg bisa ada yg engga..
b.jepang engga ngerti sama sekali atuhlah.. haha
b.indo y lumayan bisa lah..

tapi tetep aja menyebalkan yg nama'y UTS..
huh!


semangat atuh astriiiiii!

friendster

sekarang friendster udah ga jaman yah..
hahaha

tapi skrng aku pake friendster buat sekedar curhat yg ga penting..
:P

mw ada yg baca ato engga jga biarin aja.. hahaha

kangen

kangen 7b
kangen 8d
kangen 9c

kangen alazhar
kangen masa smp

pengen bisa balik ke smp lagi
pas momen yang menyenangkan
jangan pas momen menyebalkan
hahaha

aku sayang kalian.

bodohnya diriku - AOP

Kau pernah melukai aku
Ku sadar itu
Kau pernah meninggalkan aku
Dan ku sadar semua itu

Tak pernah ku sangka dirimu
Tak bisa cintai ku
Jika ku tetap mengharap dirimu
Mungkin itu maumu

Bodohnya diriku slalu menunggumu
Yang tak pernah untuk bisa mencintai aku
Oh Tuhan tolonglah beri aku cara
Untuk dapat melupakan dia dan cintanya

I LIKE THIS SONG :)

final destnation

kemaren abiz ntn the final destination d blitz pacific place
yey, seru, menegangkan..
hahahaha

ntn cma bertiga, aku, ninis ma om iyos..
yang lain pada ke kidzania,
daripada k kidzania mending nonton d blitz..
hehe :P

hopeless

hopeless dah.. :(
hahaha

berharap yg ga mungkin terjadi..
menghayal..
haha

y ampunnnn, bodoh'y akuu..
ga boleh, ga boleh..
harus menghilangkan itu..
hehehe

sipp, jangan berharap ahh..


(jgn geer, bkn bwt lu)
wkwkwk

because i'm stupid (english version)

Because I'm so stupid and such a fool
My eyes don't see nobody but you
Even though I know you love someone else
You could never know the pain that I felt
Oh oh oh

You probably never think of me at all
And I know we have no memories
But the one who really wants you is me
In the end only my tears will fall

I stay, you walk away
I stand back, watching you day by day
You can't see that I'm so in love with you
Like the wind you just fly right through (ohhhhh)

There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

You'll probably never have a dream of me
And I know I'm in love all alone
That's why we don't really have memories
In the end, I'll make them all on my own

Love's like a river of tears
That will flow whenever you're not here
Even though your heart will never be mine
It's enough just seeing you smile

There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

Bye, bye, never say goodbye
Even though it's not me by your side
I need you, I just can't say it but I want you
I cannot stop wishing for you

There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you


Ss501 - I'm Stupid lyrics | LyricsMode.com

yey

liburan bisa buka puasa bareng keluarga..

yey, senang'y.. hahaha

hari minggu jga menyenangkan,

ketemu ma temen lama,

alazhar angkatan 6, seruuuuu!

mudah2an tahun depan dan seterusnya bisa kya gtu lgi..

aminnnn..

hahahaha, miss u guys.. :))))

bukan apa2..

today, i will go again..

i hope something can be change..

nothing special i come back..

but, i never regret it..

just do the best..

i love my life..

krik

sumpah, garing bgt gw dateng ke serang..

mendingan ga ush pulang aja x..

ga seru, gtu doank..

beteee..

bosannnn..

biarin aja lah..

sabodo teuing..

bahagia

aku baik2 saja, huahahahaha

melupakan smua'y..

menyenangkan sekali..

ga akan pernah mengingat'y lgi..

ga akan marah lgi..

membiarkan smua'y berlalu..

bagai angin yg pergi bgtu saja..

legaaaaaa..

hidup dlam khayalan sangat tidak enak..

hiduplah dalam kenyataan yg ada..

jgn pernah menangis lgi..

senyumlah pada smua..

akan membuat hati menjadi BAHAGIA..

LIFE MUST GO ON
:D

hahahahahaaha :)

kangen alazhar

wahhhhhhh
tiba2 pngen buka buku kenangan alazh..

paz liatt, kangen banget ma anak2 alazh..

pngen ngerasain kya gtu lgi..

pngen balik k suasana alazh lgi..

kangen anak2 9c..

kpan kumpul lgi c?

pngen seneng2 ma kalian lgi..

hahahaha

i wish i could met them again :D

KARMA

Sekian lama kita bersama
Ternyata kau juga, sama saja
Kau kira kupercaya semua
S'gala tipu daya, oh percuma

Kau buat sempurna, awalnya
Berakhir bencana

Selamat tinggal sayang

Bila umurku panjang,
kelak ku kan datang 'tuk buktikan,
satu balas 'kan kau jelang

Jangan menangis sayang
Kuingin kau rasakan,
pahitnya terbuang sia-sia,
memang kau pantas dapatkan

Akhirnya, usai sudah semua
Kudapat tertawa, bahagia

S'lalu tampak indah, awalnya
Berakhir bencana

Selamat tinggal sayang
Bila umurku panjang,
kelak ku kan datang 'tuk buktikan,
satu balas 'kan kau jelang

Jangan menangis sayang
Kuingin kau rasakan,
pahitnya terbuang sia-sia,
memang kau pantas dapatkan

Kau buat sempurna, awalnya
Berakhir bencana

Selamat tinggal sayang
Bila umurku panjang,
kelak ku kan datang 'tuk buktikan,
satu balas 'kan kau jelas

Jangan menangis sayang
Kuingin kau rasakan,
pahitnya terbuang sia-sia,
memang kau pantas dapatkan

hmm??

ya ampun, kalo bener gw pindah, gmn yah??

pasti kangen deh ma anak2 sbi2..

kngen ma yg lain jga..

wahhhh, ga kebayang deh..

tpi gpp, harus optimis deh..

harus semangat..

temen2 doain astri yah..

biar astri bisa mencapai cita2 astri..

miss u guys.. :)

you belong with me by taylor swift

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

it's over now

I know that you very nice
never ever tell me lies
you always there to comfort me
and cheer me up when i am down

however that is it
you've got your world
and i got mine
and after all that we've been through
when i say

sorry honey, my heart is not for you
sorry baby, this love is not for you
sorry honey, my heart is not for you
sorry baby, this love is not for you

it's over now

bdg

yippie,

akhirnya ke bandung jga..

udh lama ga ke bandung..
hahahaha

tpiiiii, knp cas-an hp gw ga d bwa??
huaaaaaaaaaaa, sebel deh..

tpi untung aja, dsni bsa dpt hotspot..
hahahaha

aminn

sakitttt..

bodohnya diriku ini y allah..
knp c harus gni lgi??
cape amt x, klo gni terus..

y allah, aku mohon jgn ingatkan aku akn hal yg tdk menyenangkan..

knp harus aku yg menjalani ini?

tpi aku harus yakin,
smua cobaan pasti ada akhirnya..

astri cma pngen nemuin yg terbaik bwt astri..
AMINNNNNN

mengapa selalu aku yang mengalah
tak pernah kah kau berpikir
sedikit tentang hatiku

mengapa ku yang harus selalu mengalah
pantaskah hatiku
masih bisa bersamamu

DON'T LOVE U NO MORE

Rain outside my window pouring down

What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down

Now it's, too late, to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

You made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

laugh..

when one door of happiness closed,
but another door opens..

sometimes, we just look so long
at the closed door that
we do not see anything else.

why we don't see another door which
has been opened for us?

maybe in another door,
we can find a happiness things that make we laugh..

jujur..

kalo harus jujur dngan prasaan gw skrg, apa yg gw rasain yah?


hmmm..
apakah gw msih mengharapkan dia? ~ ga tw, dikit, tpi ga mw..

apakah gw msih syg ma dia? ~ umm, mungkin masih tpi dikitttttt..

apakah gw mengharapkan dia slalu sms? ~ ga jga c, sbnr'y mh mw yg lain, tpi ga ada.. hehe

apakah gw cmburu klo liat dia ma cwe itu (d fb)? ~sedikittttt..

apakah gw mengharapkan dia msih perhatian ma gw? ~ mungkin..

apakah gw malu klo ktemu dia? ~ iahhh..

apakah gw bisa jujur ma dia? ~ ga bisaaa, terlalu malu..

apakah gw skit hati ma dia? ~ pastinya, tpi ga pngen di pikirin..

apakah gw msih inget kenangan ma dia? ~ msih, kdng kalo gw diem aja, pikiran gw nginget kenangan itu.. huhu

apakah gw nangis kalo inget kenangan ma dia? ~ gaaa, gw malah pngen menghapus smua itu..

udh ah, segitu dlu jujurnya.. hehehe


i wish he couldnt read it.. :D

hard to say i'm sorry - chicago

Everybody needs a little time away
I heard her say, from each other.
Even lovers need a holiday
far away from each other
Hold me now
its hard for me to say I’m sorry
I just want you to stay.

After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to
And after all thats been said and done,
You're just the part of me I cant let go.

Couldn't stand to be kept away
just for the day from your body
Wouldn't wanna be swept away
far away from the one that I love.
Hold me now. its hard for me to say I’m sorry
I just want you to know.
Hold me now. I really want to tell you I’m sorry
I could never let you go.

After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all thats been said and done,
You're just the part of me I cant let go.

After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you. I promise to.

You're gonna be the lucky one

no :)

cintakah aku dengannya?
sayangkah aku dengannya?


TIDAKKKKKKK!!!!!!!

hahahahaha,
hanya orang bego yang msih sayang ato pun cinta
sama orang yang udh pernah nyakitin hati kita..
yang bikin kita sakit hati,
yang bikin kita nangis,
yang bikin hati kita jadi hampa.

hehehe

bodohnya aku udh pernah kenal ma dia,
udh pernah syg ma dia..

tapi aku ga pernah mau menyesal,
karena penyesalan itu hanya bikin kita sengsara..


So, be a strong girls, never give up..
just keep smile.. hehe :))))

review about someone :)

dia itu mantan temen aku, padahal mereka tuh udah cocok banget. pacarannya aja udh hampir 2 tahun mungkin. tapi ga tw knp mereka malah putus. beberapa bulan kemudian dia jadi dekat ma aku, kami mulai lebih sering smsan. tpi dalam hati, aku merasa tidak enak ke temenku itu. pertama dia nembak, aku ga menerimanya. setelah beberapa minggu kemudian dia nembak lgi, tapi aku bilang tunggu sampai tgl 1 desember. hahaha. tgl 1 desember itu paz bgt sama pensi di sekolah. pagi-pagi aku sms dia dan nerima dia jdi pacar aku. hihihi. malu bgt deh, ternyata temen deketku tw dari dia bkn dari aku. terus paz tgl 18-19 desember sekolah mengadakan study tour ke bandung. akhir dari study tour itu, kita smua ke cilandak town square. aku dan dia dsna jalan bareng. hahaha. 1 bulan udh lewat, temen2 ku ada yg bilang kalo dia jalan ma ce lain, tpi ga tw knp aku ga marah bgt. paz aku pinjem hp dia, aku baru tw kalo ternyata dia udh pnya ce lain. huhuhu. aku ambil nomor ce itu, trus aku smsin dia. nanya dia udh berapa bulan ma dia, dia jawab ktanya udh mau 1 bulan. mereka jadian tgl 31 ato 30 desember. ii waw, aku hmpir di duain hampir 1 bulan. hahahaha. akhirnya tgl 31 januari, aku mutusin dia karena dia lebih milih ce itu. yasud, aku resmi putus. hahahahaha



cma pengen ngereview doank, ga ada maksud apa2. hehehe

friendship

a friend is a person you can trust,

who won't turn away from you.

a friend will be there

when you need someone,

and will come to you

when they need help.

a friend will listen

even when they don't

understand or agree

with you feelings.

a friend will never try

to change you,

but appreciates you

for who you are.

a friend doesn't expect

too much or give too little.

a friend is someone

you can share, dreams, hopes,

and feelings with.

a friend is a person

you can think of

and suddenly smile,

a friend doesn't have to be

told that they are special,

because they know

you feel that way.

a friend will bend over backwards

to help you pick up the pieces

when you world falls apart.

a friend is one of life's

most beautiful gifts.




love u my friends :D

TIDAK MENYESAL

semua yang pernah terjadi adalah suatu kejadian yang akan menjadi memori kita..

bukan untuk kita sesali karena suatu kesalahan yang pernah terjadi..

janganlah kita menyesali sesuatu yang sudah lewat..

yang harus dilakukan hanyalah mengambil hikmah dri kejadian tersebut..

cinta membuat kita senang, sedih, marah, kecewa..

semuanya campur aduk..

tpi satu hal yang harus kita sadari:

tidaklah kita harus menyesal, apabila kita selesai menjalin hubungan..

jangan kita malah bermusuhan dengannya..

biarkan kejadian itu sebagai pelajaran untuk kita..

membuat kita untuk lebih bersikap dewasa..

masih banyak yang menyayangi kita..

masih ada keluarga dan teman2 kita..

jangan sampai kita bersedih atau stress hanya gara2 cinta..





hanya sbuah kata2, hehehe :)

story part 1

suatu hari, ada seorang ce brnama chacha. dia berkenalan dengan co brnama dito. awal'y brkenalan lwt ym, lalu lama kelamaan mereka sering ber-sms ria. pdhal mereka 1 sekolah, tpi tidak kenal (aneh yah?). setelah sebulan pdkt, dito akhirnya nembak chacha, tetapi oleh chacha tidak langsung diterima. keesokan harinya barulah chacha menerima dito.

5 bulan lebih mereka berpacaran, bnyak masalah yg menghandang mereka (ceila,haha) . pernah skali putus, tpi nyambung lgi. dan pada akhirnya pun mereka putus..

bnyak yg terjadi pda 5 bulan lebih itu, contohnya: chacha baru tw kalo ternyata dito punya ade2an, namanya bella. bella itu ade kelasnya dito. awalnya chacha marah tw hal itu, tpi akhirnya chacha membiarkan saja krena dito berkata kalo "bella itu cuma sekedar ade, temen, ga lebih." chacha juga bru tw, kalo dito itu sering marah, nyebelin, tpi juga baik (wkwkwkw).

setelah mereka putus, mereka msih ttp sms-an. sampai akhirnya chacha harus pergi ke luar negri buat belajar ma liburan. disana mereka tidak contact2an lwt sms, tpi lwt fb.
pulang dari luar negri, chacha melihat statusnya dito 'in relationship with bella'. chacha kecewa, tpi dia berusaha tegar, dia harus udh bisa ngelupain dito.

lalu teman-teman chacha bilang kalo bella ma dito itu munafik..

menurut kalian, bella ma dito munafik ga?

hey monday - 6 months

You're the direction I follow
To get home
When I feel like I can't go on
You tell me to go
And it's like I can't feel a thing
Without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
Cuz you have that affect on me
You do

Everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss
As much as I hate missing you

Months going strong now
And no goodbye
Unconditional, unoriginal
Always by my side
Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me
I love you Harder so

Everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss
As much as I hate missing you
So please give me your hands
So please give me a lesson on how to steal a heart
Steal a heart as fast as you stole mine
As you stole mine

Oh and everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss
As much as I hate missing you
So please give me your hands
So please just take my hand

kusesali untuk dirimu (kerispatih)

sudah ku akui kesalahan
yang prnh ku buat saat itu
setulus hatiku kepadamu
kusesali lgi diri ini
yang tak pantas untuk dirimu
tapi apa yang ku trima
kau hancurkan penyesalan itu

mungkin ini semua tak pantas
kau lakukan dengan membalasku
karna ternyata kau lebih dulu
sakiti hati ini
tpi tak mengapa
karna hatiku tulus tuk mencintai dirimu
sampai akhirnya kau sadar
aq yang terbaik

tak 'kan pernah ada sakit hati
walaupun kau tahu, kuterluka
biarkanlah rasa ini kan kusimpan
selamanya...

XI sbi 2

terdiri atas 31 murid, yaitu:

zahra dita astri betzy dwi
hanum nadia nida nurul fyda
santi vidyasa miki ita windi

bram damai faiz farisky geral
bian hardian fauzi diko michael
wahyu rinaldi gumi wildan fikri
kevin


(: i love sbi2 :)

02.01.09-20.06.09

sekitar 5 bulan jadian, hahaha
(mengenang masa lalu)

*bulan desember 08, mulai kenal lwt ym, pdahal 1 sekolah.. hehe
trus, mulai smsan pz lgi liburan..
*bulan januari 09, tgl 1 januari, dia nembak gw di tlp..
berkali2 tlp, bru ngmng pz trakhir tlp.. (lama bgt, wkwkwkwk)
tpi bru gw jawab tgl 2 januari..
di sekolah: malu bgt deh, ketauan.. hahaha
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(tidak bisa di ceritakan) hihihi
*bulan juni 09, putus deh, tgl 20, pz bagi rapot.. hahaha


makasih udh pernah mewarnai hari2 astri, maaf yah kalo ga pernah bisa berubah jadi yg kmu mw..
thank for everything..

*congratulation yah, moga langgeng ma cwe'y.. hehe

memilih?

pada saat org yang lu sayang, lebih memilih org lain, apa yang bakal lu lakuin? sedangkan lu udh sayang bgt ma tu org..





i love humhum :)